False Truth

hm... nothing much happened these past few days...
other than the fact that Terry seems pissed with me still..
but then thanks to ling ling and len len i have learnt to ignore(though i cant) ,forgive(i tried.. he wont look at me) and forget(how can u forget it when that person is in the same class as u?)
pn. cheng gave me a short lesson on how to say NO. i really needed that lesson in order to prevent cik/pn? lee from making me feel guilty and angry at the same time... its not MY fault that teachers need my help for their comp... its not my fault i cant say no(but i think i can now).. apparently IM the ONLY one from the school that KNOWS how to set up the laptop/projector.. =_=".. like wth... they're TONS of other people i noe that can do that.... i just dont understand why they have to call me to the other side of school just to plug in cables in places SO obvious to find.... i have this feeling they're doing this so that if the machine spoils, they're not responsible...makes sence? but lets not jump to conclusions shall we?
this leads to another matter.. I AM NOT OBSESSED ABOUT MERRIT POINTS.. oh god.. doesnt mean i help teacher means that i shoeshine(you noe who u are) or skipping classes to help teachers mean that i am irresponsible or a suckup (means the same thing i i cant help but to REstress the point again) you people are SO NARROW MINDED...

another matter all together.. scholarships! 2 more days left to hand them in.. ok heres the thing... EVERYBODY wants a scholarship, a FEW are smart enough to ask for teachers help, QUITE a number at least prepare beforehand.. ALOT are doing it last minute.. while SOME decide to wait until somebody finished their forms so that THEY can ask them how to do it(in other words COPY) without any hard work... THINK about it...

my class isnt using this for the class page.. so i tot might as well let it feel acknowledged before being completely deleted from my computer.
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